HUMANITY

this is not my kind of quirk to care more to political advances, but this time i have to. My heart is ripped off by this video footage of a palestinian children who is complaining and getting angry about how her clothes smell like gas, and how it suffocates her and her family, how she had to beg for clothes from her neighbor.

i'm pointing this issue from where i'm standing. As a human. My judgement has no correlation with my religion affiliation. As a human being, would you like your house to be bombed by millions of missiles? how would you feel if you lost your innocent kids for no wrong doing? how do you feel if everything you struggled of having in years are destroyed in no seconds? how do you see a 10 years old prepare themselves with guns, in case their sisters attacked which is pretty ensured by Israel?

from where i'm standing it's horrible, from Palestinian point of view this is pretty much commonly their daily bases of lives.

okay now i'm going to try to be a reply speaker for let's say neutral team, i would say

Israel is only doing what they do because they want to protect their armed-with-modern-handguns-with helmet-bulletproof coat guys from people who are throwing rocks, fire, small cheap home made alcohol bomb with no safety protection whatsoever.

and let's see what happened just a couple of days ago. Israel is attacking an activists boat that transport 11 tons of help for Palestinian who are trapped in Gaza and having a hard time finding foods,water, aids, and medical supplies. What happened? Israel troops are attacking the boat and exactly 9 activists are confirmed murdered in that incident

whoow whoow...did i just say incident? as long as i remembered incident happened if it is not planned. How about this one? was these 19 people are PLANNING to bomb Israel? or probably these actvist are PLANNING on sneaking in to Israel territory? but why are these people are not attacking the troops with guns if they are really really endangering Israel troops? why are they fight against the troops with bare hands instead pulling out guns if they are really concerned as danger? why are they so incapable of fighting back if they are dangerous? isn't it weird?

check this out, it's a statement provided by the minister of foreign affairs in Israel

"During the interception of the ships, the demonstrators onboard attacked the IDF naval personnel with live fire and light weaponry including knives and clubs. Additionally one of the weapons used was grabbed from an IDF soldier. The demonstrators had clearly prepared their weapons in advance for this specific purpose."

knives?

clubs?

compared to handguns that can ripped your ribs?

ooohh those activists must be really good with knives to scare the hell out of the troops

why does it have to cause innocent victims?

why attacking by lethal moves to kill more people instead of disabling the attacker if that's even really really necessary?

why putting hundreds of people in cuff with less food and water while their intention is pure to help other people from suffer?

what else is interesting?

in a video footage it was shown that the troops are asking the region of those activists, some from Malaysia, Indonesia, England, and etcetera

troops : where do you come from?

A : England *troops letting go cuff and suddenly treating the person nice"

troops : where do you come from?

B : Indonesia *troops laughing, and the spitting on his face"

good nice example troops

if my parent see me spitting on people's face they would give me REAL pain in my ass

but apparently killing people too often ruining their morality. As an Indonesian i'm not offended by what those troops did but i feel pity for that country to allow such morality disorder being done by their saint heroic troops.

oops, i forget at this moment i have to put my point of view on Israel. this is really hard to understand what they do but it easier to find thousands of point of view to be against Israel.

right now people all over the world are protesting what Israel do, and what Israel are stating is that they are just trying to PROTECT THEMSELVES and by that it allows them to attack the civilians ; including activists

now i'm gonna see this from Palestine point of view

shit, those activists will not make it. My babies and I are going to be starved for another day. Whatever we or other people try to do for Palestine are always wrong in the eyes of Israel. It will always end up with war for them. As long as we die not in the mist of smoke from nuclear and missiles, we are fine. As long as I can still pray to God i'm fine.

that's the only point of view that i can find for Palestine.

yet, i keep typing this but the war is not stopping

what i would like to do by this post is to state what side i am in

I just hope that this war is not going to make the start of another war. we should not address this war to Moslem's, Jewish, or Christian but this is a war of HUMANITY.

that's the point of view i would like to believe

I AM IN THE SIDE OF JUSTICE AND HUMANITY

who you impress? or not....

10.000 people walk on the street

the other 10.000 sit on chairs

10.000 people are in hospital wondering are they gonna be okay

and probably 10.000 others are at a club night enjoying the rest of the night in booze dreamy land

and the other 6 billion minus 40.000 people are doing whatever they are doing

my question is...

is there any possibility that just one of them thinking of me at this second?

for those of you who possibly reading this may think of me as a weird person

why would i bother to be concern with the fact that is there someone thinking of me?

but it is important

yes it is

why?

we were born, we breath, we live, we die and in between we did things many things, bad, good, evil, naive, dignify and else

the thing is, did what we do mater to people around us? did we make an impression ? or we're easily forgotten?

that's why when people are in love they are thinking of each other, that what makes love worthy.

to be concerned by other people, so lucky............

but what about the rest of us who got no love? well we got family...

how did it go with our family? good or bad?

soon you'll move out and leave them, good family meet again every Saturday

bad family, see you somewhere if we're getting very fortunate

i've seen hundreds, thousands probably of broken family

is that also an impression?

yes

but it's a bad one. the kind that people will try to forget

so in the end more of us are being forgotten

is it so hard to find a little tiny room in billions of cells in a single human's brain just to put ourselves?

just to belong somewhere?

not yet!

we got friends

in 10 years their faces starts to blur

in 30 years you'll forget your friends surname

an 50 years you will not recognize them even if they hit you in your face

so who will remember me? or you? and you?

who?

am i important?

if yes then, do you think of me? is it just once in a while?or just now cause you read my post?

if no, do you think i'm not making impression to the world?

then where do i belong in the world?

what can i do to impress?

to be present, speak, and being heard

how is that?

to live your life just the way you dreamed it

well then i'm gonna try

ANEH

ANEH rasanya kalau ada orang yang keliatannya alim, dalam, filosofis, dan pintar memendam rasa benci pada kita. Dia pun ga tau apa alasannya

ANEH rasanya betapa kita mencoba untuk baik, tetapi disalahartikan atau malah jadi bahan omongan kesannya dibenci

ANEH rasanya betapa kita pikir kalau sesuatu bisa jadi hal yang indah untuk seseorang tapi orang itu pikir itu hal yang buruk, tetapi pada akhirnya orang itu menginginkannya

ANEH rasanya betapa kita banyak berkorban untuk sesuatu, tetapi yang diingat oleh orang-orang hanyalah sepintas kata-kata buruk

ANEH rasanya betapa teman baru yang kita kagumi ternyata punya hati yang hideous

ANEH rasanya betapa orang tersebut bilang kalo dia bisa memberikan solusi kepada orang-orang, tapi dia malah membuat masalah yang buruknya dia ga sadar

ANEH rasanya betapa orang ga tau kalo omongan mereka sangat mempengaruhi hidup orang lain

terima kasih ke beberapa orang yang saat ini masih bertempat di SMANSA atas semua hinaan dan cercaan karena saya berusaha menunjukkan sisi terbaik kalian. Terima kasih karena sudah membuat bayak orang juga membenci saya demi apa saya juga ga tau.Terima kasih karena menyadarkan saya kalo saya ga secantik, semodis, sepintar, atau semampu kalian. Bahwa saya cuma punya sedikit rasa perduli yang pada akhirnya menyakiti diri saya sendiri. Dan sedikit rasa perduli itu pula yang membuat saya sadar kalo saya ga memiliki perasaan SERENDAH kalian. Bahwa saya adalah orang yang seharusnya lebih baik daripada yang kalian katakan. Saya cuma cewek kurus yang ga bisa ngelakuin apa-apa. Dan untuk kalian saya harapkan yang terbaik dari Tuhan. TERIMA KASIH

'sok' jenius yang idiot

okey i know this guy for like less than a year more than six months

i can sum up two things :
- he's a jerk from the way he speak to his friend
- he's an asshole
- he's a "hey, i look genius right" wannabe
- and last, "i must be sophisticated, that's what people think about me" kind a person

but the truth is here it goes:
-you are the very most plagiarist of attitude, when someone suddenly become very poetic you want to be one. when sophisticated is a trend you try to be one to, be yourself god damned

-you are a self righteous that is very dumb, you want to create what someone else had started but it turns out really bad for your reputation

-you don't think of future at all. you don't think how to be success for your parents, or for your own good. instead you think of how to win some cheesy selection

-you judge people without trying to get to know them. i have time to get to know you. i asked most of your friends what kind a person are you. but you? you see him/her if the way they acted doesn't suit your heart then they are bad for you...

-you don't appreciate your friend. okey, here it goes, when your friend says "let's sit over here" and you disagree tell him this "let's just sit over here" instead of saying " yeah yeah " with showing the attitude of " whatever loser" poor you friend of him...sabar yah :)

at the end i want to say this to you

SHAME ON YOU FOR NOT ENJOYING LIFE FULLY!!!
OPEN YOUR MIND MAN!!!

PISSED OFF

aku nonton shrek hari ini

ada kata-kata yang paling berkesan buatku di situ

"Look, I'm not the one with the problem, ok? It's the world that seems to have a problem with me. People take one look at me and go, 'Ahhh... help... run.. i mean i am more than what i look like"

kalo ga salah kaya gitu aku juga lupa lupa
terus aku inget most of the guys in ous school once they see this gadis cantik they go "oohh, ahhh damn, aduh sakit perut deh. cantiknya" and etcetera

tapi ketika mereka liat ada gadis ini yang semacam introvert gitu, okey ga cantik dibilangnya gini "aduh kalo misalnya ada cowok lagi horny liat dia cuman pake serbet doang langsung turun lagi" ewwwwww

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH WITH THIS!!!!!

kenapa?
kenapa?
kenapa?

beberapa orang harus menderita karena ego para laki-laki brengsek ini

beberapa wanita akan stay introvert for the rest of their lives karena ini

saya pissed off deh rasaya