Madness

Madness is when test is coming in no second and you are just feeling like not prepared

Madness is when you think you're going for the second puberty (which is so eeew by the way)

Madness is when you feel like your hormones got the best of you in making you look as the worst kind

Madness is when you realize you want to have the high school romance all over again with the different guy

Madness is when you try to handle 2 jobs adequately, organizations, and med-school at the very same time

Madness is when you try to find a concept for a novel, but it just wasn't there

Madness is when you realize that your life has been too long for such a short journey

Madness is when you start to realize that on this very wide world there are only few, in fact one person that can fit the description as your BEST FRIEND

MADNESS is when all these things happen i try so hard to think about them at the same time that i feel like my brain is about to explode at anytime.

But you know what else is mad?

that a single song or a single activity that you really fond of can wipe all of them from your very mind.

Mine? I just did it. I just wrote. 

And as if God knows that I wouldn't get any better He plays me "Stereo Hearts" on tv and got me to finally smile and realize that all of those madness is great. It's a proof that I'm alive and I am not numb. Even if i am mad, I am living my own life :)