A Year Later.

This is Elza. Not much differences in looks only... But I'm 18.

I've lived isolated from my ultimate hobby in the world for more than a year.   WRITING.

Some people really felt like it was a thousands steps back from me to quit writing at first, but I literally have no time just to think outside the box. Medical School is all about textbook and handbook practices. I went from Mia Thermopolis fairytale to Heart Physiology of Exercise #suddensilence. My life and how I see the world now, are so much different to everything in High School. Good different I assume and I want to share it with people.  I mean my head is so much lighter, my time is soo much more efficient with the same amount of fun, I can follow my education very well, and I'm still pursuing my dreams, to become a writer. Going to Med-School and going to graduate as a doctor doesn't mean I should stop pursuing my dreams or looking at the shattered glass for a long time in regrets. I should've been more mature and picked up all those pieces and create a new mosaic from the shattered dreams. Well, no time for regrets, I am making my own Dream Mosaics right now.

How do I wake up from the young people uncertainty? I will go over them one by one later in my writings in this blog later. But if you're not really sure I've changed, you are so welcome to read all the posts I have under this one. All of them might be different from each other but actually the have a strong similarity. They are too random, unfocused, and fully-loaded by uncertainty. That was me a year ago. A fussy wordmouth plentyful (i have no idea what it means. Just like combining word like that. Lol) - i complained a lot - and I was having a hard time enjoying my own life by considering little things that won't matter in my future as SOS-need-to-be-handled-right-now stuff.

This is not just another blog...It's my experience of growing up. It doesn't mean I have done growing up, I'm still in the process and I'm learning too together with all of you...with all the randomness in the world.

#brainsynaptic : IF YOU FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IS ENDING RIGHT NOW, THINK ABOUT A FEW YEARS TO COME AND HOW YOU'LL LAUGH SHYLY AND PROUD AT TODAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE IT THROUGH. And else, remember you have survived the toughest journey before you were even born, caved in for 9 months inside a tiny watery womb with all the risks that comes along that were ready to prevent you from being born, but you made it right? world is not even a quarter of that...HAVE SOME FAITH BIG BABY!