wishywashy

sebanyak kamu kurang ngerti apa yang saya tulis sebanyak itu pula aku ga ngerti apa yang bakal aku tulis

i guess, this is what i'm trying to say...

I AM NOT PERFECT

by not being perfect i mean i am all very labile, sometimes being bitter and other times sensitive. splashy but mostly deciding to be very quiet

there i say it...what i expect is that people would simply understand and swallow when they decide to be my friends

kalo aku buat salah, they'll go " oh gapapa emang dia gitu kok"

the world is not working that way

here is how the world works

when you're sad and mourning and you share to people because you're just being instable and you're calling the person you hate " biatch " and tomorrow you make up with the person, the person that you share the story will call you " traitor " -literally-

i guess what i'm trying to say is that it is sooo hard to find people to really really understand you so far i found only very few as in very very few...hmm

that makes me soo hard to make up my mind, whether i should hate or be friends with someone...sometimes i like them other times when they are saying mean things i hate them.I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE

believe it or not i'm still doing it right now...

what should i do?