HANG OVER

one day out of nowhere, we met this girl...a very very weird girl

sama sekali ga terlihat seperti cewek...

dia suka pake kaos oblong warna hitam yang gambar nya bukan bunga-bunga atau burung terbang di langit, melainkan kaya skull atau dark things lainnya. Bawahannya celana jeans besar (read. sama sekali bukan skinny). Ga pake flat - emang ga cocok juga sih- melainkan sepatu basket yang besar dengan warna merah membara

walaupun dia bukan tipikal cewek normal tapi serius ya, her heart is way better than any girls you've ever met. She's very humble, sincere, mature, and such a great human being.

setiap keluar ke tempat baru orang-orang selalu kaget kalo dia dinyatakan sebagai perempuan. Soalnya selain stylenya potongan rambutnya juga ga mencirikan kewanitaan...

safira me and her used to debate together, in a team. we were very close. They are to me, like sisters.

it has been less or more a year since safira and I debate for the last time with her...She's somewhere now, doing very great...

she never let me forget how much she misses me and safira debating together as team.

today, i received a very surprisingly great story

in a condition where she was not conscious, she remembered only us, the team... it breaks my heart...i practically cry, how much i don't take her seriously back then. Knowing that it hurt so much now, without her...i feel so guilty and sorry for her and myself

the thing that she said, was how much she missed us...me and safira

now, i miss her more than ever. i want to see her and give her a very big hug and any treatments she deserve

this i promise myself and her, if i ever see her again... i will do whatever she asks me, everything, all that she asks...i promise you...

and believe me, i will see you...i will...

RUTH GRACIA NAINGGOLAN, YOU ARE THE GREATEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET IN THE WHOLE WORLD...THAT POSITION WILL NEVER BE TAKEN BY ANYONE AT ALL, FOREVER...