when people ask i'll say " i didn't make it to my prom"

just 3 days before prom i received 2 breaking heart announcement

i decided to miss my prom since then, not because i failed in making it to good universities but more of uhmm...maybe because i'm scared that prom wouldn't be that much of fun since i failed

if you see my post earlier you would fine some pictures of my preparations for prom. you can say i was all set. there was nothing wrong with everything until i found those two announcement.

you would wonder, "she went through all those troubles making clothes, and practicing heels for more than 2 week....what for?if in the end she was going to abandon them" and if you notice i've prepared them on the side of my stairs, the dress, the bag, the heels. but i never get to wear them forever.

well here i am, watching demi lovato on disney channel making jokes "fine!fine!fine!fine!". i know you would say "pathetic"...sitting in front of my laptop and imagining what a wonderful night my friends might be having make me sick. but then again i make choices. sometimes people make good choice, other times they're bad...but as long as you make the dicision yourself, uhmm i guess i wouldn't regret it

i felt like i'm outreaching my dreams...but you know what it's fine, i'm fine

i wish everyone coming to prom tonight would make their night very blast and wonderful...have yourself some unforgettable evening people!!!