who you impress? or not....

10.000 people walk on the street

the other 10.000 sit on chairs

10.000 people are in hospital wondering are they gonna be okay

and probably 10.000 others are at a club night enjoying the rest of the night in booze dreamy land

and the other 6 billion minus 40.000 people are doing whatever they are doing

my question is...

is there any possibility that just one of them thinking of me at this second?

for those of you who possibly reading this may think of me as a weird person

why would i bother to be concern with the fact that is there someone thinking of me?

but it is important

yes it is

why?

we were born, we breath, we live, we die and in between we did things many things, bad, good, evil, naive, dignify and else

the thing is, did what we do mater to people around us? did we make an impression ? or we're easily forgotten?

that's why when people are in love they are thinking of each other, that what makes love worthy.

to be concerned by other people, so lucky............

but what about the rest of us who got no love? well we got family...

how did it go with our family? good or bad?

soon you'll move out and leave them, good family meet again every Saturday

bad family, see you somewhere if we're getting very fortunate

i've seen hundreds, thousands probably of broken family

is that also an impression?

yes

but it's a bad one. the kind that people will try to forget

so in the end more of us are being forgotten

is it so hard to find a little tiny room in billions of cells in a single human's brain just to put ourselves?

just to belong somewhere?

not yet!

we got friends

in 10 years their faces starts to blur

in 30 years you'll forget your friends surname

an 50 years you will not recognize them even if they hit you in your face

so who will remember me? or you? and you?

who?

am i important?

if yes then, do you think of me? is it just once in a while?or just now cause you read my post?

if no, do you think i'm not making impression to the world?

then where do i belong in the world?

what can i do to impress?

to be present, speak, and being heard

how is that?

to live your life just the way you dreamed it

well then i'm gonna try